This is a bonus episode of my other podcast with co host Tiffany Moore. It's called 4am Knows All Of My Secrets and you can subscribe in all the usual places.

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We have a feature length episode for you today with all the bells and whistles! Ryan and Tiff talk post Ocean City vacation stories that are sure to keep you entertained. We tell you about our favorite OC characters, why you should always wait a few days to do psychedelic drugs and explain why much of our vacations revolve around us being crybabies. There's no denying this trip had a HUGE impact on our personal relationship, as well. So buckle up and put the kiddos to bed because this will be an episode you won't want to miss! Thanks so much for listening and please spread the word. We need your feedback and iTunes reviews to get this one up and running! Talk to you soon.

This week, we are going deep.

Real deep.

First half of the pod details my experience on vacation while coming to grips with the death of my mother in law and the effects it had on my life and mental stability.

Then I will tell a story that I've never told ANYONE. It used to hold alot of shame and sadness for me. It still does a bit. I'm putting it on here to cleanse myself and to take it's power away.

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